You ever like somebody, love somebody so much that it hurts? How can I even say I am in love. Hell if I fucking know, this has never happened to me before. Ever. All I know is it really hurts when you care so deeply for someone…and then all of a sudden they aren’t there anymore. I find myself apologizing, even though I’m not the one “leaving”.
I just don’t know what to do. I’m trying so hard to be mad at him. It feels like that should be easy. Instead I just miss him, and he’s getting further and further away.