All I know is that it feels like forever…

I had my meeting with Professor Handley today.  He is in charge of the GIS (geographical information systems) students at Stout.  He is doing everything he can to help me get my courses done by spring.  Might even help me pick up the GIS minor!  That would be awesome 🙂

Dipaks going back to Amy, I’m almost sure of it now.  It would explain how strange he’s been treating me.  I knew it was going to happen.  The same exact thing happened in my last relationship.  SAME exact thing.  They even used the same line, it’s not you it’s me.   My heart feels like it’s broken into a million little pieces, for the last time.  I don’t know how to feel.  I’m hurt, but I’m still trying to be happy.  I deserve that don’t I? I shouldn’t keep letting myself be stepped on or thrown out like trash.  I wish I still had July 3rd to look forward to.  I wish things were different.  I wish he would tell me I was wrong.

I think it’s time for a nap. Stayed up late playing Jenga and drinking with my two best friends.  Thank goodness I am finding positive people to surround myself with.  People who hug me when I start crying over text messages…

Yup.  Naptime.

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