I am so hurt. I thought I meant more. I gave something so special, something I can not get back, nor give to anybody else. Why I gave it in the first place, I do not know. It felt right. Now here I am alone. After being asked to wait, being told it would be worth it, that it would be so amazing. Just to be left behind. Yet again. I’m tired of it all. Just tired. Caring about somebody so much, can take so much out of you when they decide they don’t want to care back anymore.