I’ve had two suicide attempts in my life. I slit my wrists, and then I overdosed on different pills.
Clearly, it didn’t work out the way I had wanted it too.
I still think about it a lot. It’s hard to keep going in life.
I’m broke. I owe thousands of dollars for school, including $1800 before September. Not going to happen…
I lost my virginity to Dipak, and then slept with Saud. Now I just feel like a useless whore that nobody really wants anything with. I’m ready to find that someone, I’ve always wanted to get married young.
I’m unattractive. I used to be. I’m not anymore. I can’t stand looking in the mirror.
School is getting worse and worse for me. I have no motivation anymore. My grades have slipped and my gpa is at a 2.6.
My sister was a straight A student. She was in psychology, but still. My dad and stepmom praise the ground she walks on. I feel like I’ve failed everyone.
I just hate myself. I feel selfish. So many people would kill to have what I have. People are dying, and here I am complaining about everything. I just don’t want to be here anymore. I really don’t. What the hell is the point.
Hopefully things change for me. We’ll see…